Wandering, wondering, if these words could help, anyone or even myself Wondering, what it is you mean with these words you sing Made up by somebody else So I gave you some problems, I gave you my everything , you told me that you love me, lay down with somebody else It’s the 21st century, monogamy, monotony, I understand uncertainty Go lie to somebody else Only if it means something Now I know, that it doesn’t Anymore, anymore Anymore, anymore I’ve been licking my wounds it tastes good It feels There’s a hole in my chest where my trust used to be And my words they fall out, uselessly Everything is on fire Hold me if it means something Now I know, that it doesn't At least, we learned something How to be, better dreams, of each other, each other I lied, I do get lonely sometimes (I tried to do the things that people do that make them human… (Something snapped inside)) One more, one more, one more time, for the road One more, one more time, one more time, for the road

Why you always gotta be right? Try and take it easy for the night Why you say you’re in love when you're not? Trying to capture something you lost You said 'I believe that you could save me, if you wanted to' Everything is common sense, everything is bullshit, everything is beautiful, & everything is lemon-scented It’s grossing me out, you’re twisting and shouting That there’s love all around, the sky’s falling down Everything is evident, everything is in-between, I believe that you could be, everything that I don’t need I’ve been hearing voices in the night (I need it x3) Feel your brother scream out- that nothing is alright Black and blue arms, red and blue lights Well it’s just another day, just another life You say 'I believe that you could save me, if you wanted to' Everything could fall away, everything is just ok, & I just heard my sister say- 'I think he’s coming to his senses' (I’m not) It’s grossing me out, you’re twisting and shouting Of this love all around, sky’s falling down Everything is crystal clear, everything is now & here, I just wanna jump n cheer when I’m coming home To you-------------------To you----------------- For you, I wait-----------For you, I wait-------- Are you, waiting for something, always a desert of escape Don’t you, wait up for someone, who loves you and leaves you the same

Restful days to suffer silence Starlit gaze or nightmares violence Find your friends right where they left you, unwilling to forget you- In hatred they’ve kept you All they want, all they want is your life She didn’t mean to cause you any pain I was the one who rolled about on stone Inviting in my own sweet solitude Investing in my private tortures If you could see the joy I’ve gained A planet's sun for every drop of pain And I’ve no game, prepared to let you walk away Before I pretend (a thing) You never get to go back home again And who was I to walk on water? Exempt from prejudice and pain To live a life and never have to change? If you could see the joy I’ve gained A thousand backroads never passed again I brush them off without a thought of my own carelessness And life’s like this...(hidden message)

You’re colder than a winters kiss Does it hurt you when you sit And see there’s no-one else around To point your fingers at Shadows of a doubt Are ruined by the sun- They sat me down they said "All I wanna know is -why do ya do it kid? When you know they don’t love you like I do All they’re gonna do is destroy you Taking what they can and discard you…"(I just don’t know right now) Oh this life of apprenticeship Should I stay or should I quit? You don’t have to be so blue You’re red and yellow too All I wanna know is -why do I do it kids? When I know, they don’t love me All they’re gonna do is destroy me Taking what they can and discard me I just don’t know I just don’t know about that right (now)... Dance Break Or head-bob-break, Head.Bob.Break Lunch Break! Lunch break... It couldn't happen any other way It couldn't happen any other way I saw the car you used to drive And I wondered if you're still alive You see there’s no one else around To point my fingers at Shadows of a doubt...

Justice is a dirty word Im self conscious or so I’ve heard When we talk on how things are I hope you don’t try to crash your car Patience is almost absurd Conversations overheard And I could never be that guy Who lies and tells you everything’s alright Justice is a dirty word You’re self-righteous and I’m self-absorbed When we deal with how things are All your dreams are more than scars Patience, it comes well deserved Dealing with this kind of dirt And I just wanna be that guy Tells you everything’s alright And mean it But I can’t, living in a world I’ve distorted Am I dreaming? I can’t read it Just check the pictures You see it? I see it If I can define it, I don’t want it If I can feel it, please don’t hide In the morning, see your face Spending the evening in one place In the afternoon Things just fall into place In the afternoon Time to grow if there’s time to waste

I made up my mind to hang round in this old town It never mattered where I was I need an invention to keep me suspended It doesn’t matter what it was So why can’t you pretend to know what you’re doing? To say that anybody does The day I start sleeping, I’ll never stop dreaming I know that everybody does I know that everybody does Well don’t lose hope, down low, we all know what is right, what is right? What is right? Everything I touch turns vacant to me I fill my life with obligations Would you fill my eyes With just the tips of melting ice So much for what we tried So much for acting nice Everything you say sounds flagrant to me Wilted, wasted conversations You had with another guy About me Some consolation prize For me to know you're mine Well don’t look surprised, down low, we all know There were signs all along, there were signs It never stops, it only gets brighter far past the point where you still could’ve hopped off It never stops, it only gets brighter one of these days, you’ll be back on Is it real, is it real? I don’t wanna be like that I don’t wanna be like that I don’t want to live more wasted days I made up my mind, hang round in this old town It never mattered where I was Heart is still beating, the song is repeating Well was it love or was it lust? So why can’t you pretend to know what you’re doing? To say that anybody does I start sleeping, I’ll never stop dreaming I know that everybody does I know that everybody does I know that everybody does I know that everybody does

Do you wanna be happy, or right? Do you wanna be happy, or right? You’re too brave to be a flower on a grave- A dog ear on a page, You are your own embrace, You are god's face You are gone Do you wanna be happy? Well I dunno... Do you wanna be happy, or fall apart and fade? Thumbing through the pages of my life, did I ever get it right? Reveal anything of meaning or just a bobble(head) parroting? Did I make somebody smile- feel the ocean in their breath? I'm afraid to spend the time, that I have That I have left, that I have You’re too brave to be a flower on a grave- A dog ear on a page, You are your worst mistakes, You are god's face Do you wanna be happy- Do you wanna be happy- Do you wanna be- would you wanna be, would you wanna be? Do you wanna be happy, or right? I know I can't have both Well I know I will try or die alone Or die alone You’re too brave to be a flower on a grave- A dog ear on a page, You are your worst mistakes, You are gods

Pops I wanna call you right now Ask you how it's hanging How's the job, and your knees How's Karen? I know you did your best When you were at your worst You always put us first That's caring I cant change the past Wallow downtown I'm a minnow Im a rolling tear Thanks for sharing Go and cut the grass in your birthday suit It's going half past what I oughta do Don't it make you burn When they tell you goodbye? I'll show my love to the neighborhood I don't even care if it's understood Ima sing your song And try not to cry Fall It's where we all end up Water overflowing How's the bridge and the weeds And the children? I know I saw you once In each and every person Every stranger on the street In my reflection I can't go too fast Falling downtown I'm a willow What was I meant to be Am I staring? Go and paint the town if you wanna do it I don't see the line between me and you Don't it make you burn When you know there's no good byes? I'll show my love to the neighborhood I don't even care if they understood I wont judge myself If I start to cry* I can't change the past

All together now

One in a million, one in a thousand One in a million, but also the same One in a million dimly lit houses I waited on you to call me again I waited on you and your timid shoulder, to lean on They talk about you, they say you’re crazy, well fuck 'em One in a million, one in a thousand Infinite wisdom, infinite trust One in a million dimly lit houses Infinite boredom, infinite lust I swear, I don't know what love is anymore- why don't you show me? They talk about you, and they say you’re crazy I waited on you and your timid shoulder, to lean on They talk about you, they say you’re crazy, but I need you So how could you be bored With all this life around? I didn’t ask for a life But now that I can, I do But now that I can, I do ... Banana Apple Fruit Juice

Nobody knew me